defector: (♠ easy sweeps of sky)
Dominic Sorel ([personal profile] defector) wrote2010-04-07 08:51 pm

Dream ♠ o12 「dated to the 8th」

Warnings: Spoilers for Eureka Seven manga, non-graphic blood.
Dream Effects: [Optional] Burning pain, with occasional stabs of pain and a very, very painful one at the end of the dream. Hope, love, and bittersweet acceptance at the end of the dream, with lots of determination throughout. Also a moment of feeling lost and another of complete despair during the first two flashbacks.
Filter: From Anemone.


Heat shoots by him, burning his hands, his back--wherever it can reach. He grits his teeth as he flinches, but continues walking. It hurts, but pain he can deal with.

"Being unable to fight in times of battle, you failed at being a soldier, Dominic," Colonel Dewey says, turning around and walking away. But Dominic, gun still in his hand, doesn't pay him any attention. Instead, he stares at the sky--visible through the hole left in the ceiling--and wonders what it is that he fights for. Because that conviction he saw, the power behind Holland's belief--Dominic's realized that he himself doesn't have it.

But now he does. He knows what he believes in, what he'd die fighting for. A "wave," he might not have found; however, he also wants to have faith in the world that Renton can create with Eureka.

Coralians fly by him now, a few piercing through parts of his body. Nowhere vital, fortunately, but it's enough to make him cough up blood. Even so, he keeps on moving forward. After all, in a time like now, what point is there in going back?

Anemone's pinned him to the floor, her hand around his throat, though not tightly enough to be strangling him. With a blank expression on her face, she speaks, almost like a child asking a simple question.

"Why don't you just die, Dominic?" Each word stabs into his heart, but he can't find any of his own to defend himself with. All he can do is stare back at her, eyes wide. "Every time I see you, I feel like vomiting."

No matter how much it may hurt, there's no choice but to go on. After all, if he let every little thing bother him, then he'd never get anywhere. He can't afford to cry forever, not when there's so many things to do. And in the end, what doesn't kill him only makes him stronger.

His legs give out for a moment, as he falls onto his knees. He pauses for a few seconds, trying to catch his breath. His wounds still hurt, but he gets back up, nevertheless.

A skeleton dressed in a uniform (the colonel, he thinks) on a straw horse--it's like something out of a strange fairy tale. Except it's real, in a fake kind of way, and far from a story. Dominic stares at the flower in his hand, any doubts he might've had fading away.

"It's true..." he begins. "... and you, colonel, are wrong, because Anemone isn't an imposter at all, she..."

And he thinks of the girl he loves, whom he named after the flower he holds. She's someone who still doesn't know how much there is in the world, someone who never had a reason to smile--but Dominic's seen her smile before. She was young then--they were both young--and yet he can still remember it clearly.

"Anemone is, in her own way, a flower, in and out of itself."

Ultimately, Dominic's always known what he fights for. It's such a basic thing, but he lost sight of it. He fights to protect the people important to him: the world, Anemone. And he'll fight as hard as he has to create a future for her.

He glances behind him, where Renton stands not too far away, looking in the opposite direction of Dominic. Dominic smiles faintly, before turning around. In the distance, another Coralian appears. In that moment, he knows that he'll die--and that he has no regrets. He fought with everything he had, and now it's up to everyone else. He's done what he could.

(I've got no gods to which to pray, so there's none but you in whom to trust)

He can see a certain girl, smiling freely. The image lasts for a moment before disappearing, but it's one he won't forget. He'll hold onto it for eternity, if it means that it can happen one day.

The Coralian stabs through his chest, the pain overtaking his mind as he screams--

(All I would ask would be for a world in which she might smile)

--and he'll die believing.

---

[Dominic wakes up quickly, because, well, getting stabbed isn't exactly pleasant. It only takes him a few moments to realize what the date is, and when he does, he smiles lightly before muttering:]

Officially a year now, huh...?

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[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Again, he smiles.]

Thank you.

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
Ghosts don't exist in my world either, so I understand what you mean.

[... The floating mountain is debatable.]

Though yes, the structure of the city isn't too different from what I'm used to as well.

Okay, I'm not getting my notifications for some reason.

[identity profile] insorrow.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
It's funny though, I actually kinda prefer it with the ghosts there? It's less creepy to have ghosts everywhere than to see a city that empty. The bit where there's a village in the middle of it is just weird, though. It's kinda like the whole city's inside-out.

[identity profile] ragnalol.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
Make that face again! Hoooooold it...

[identity profile] carpo-vita.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
[This is why you have FRIENDS for backup, Dominic 8| You are NOT ALONE!1!

Nod, smiling too. If he was a chick no never mind he totally has the balls to tell you as a guy friend too, but later. Dominic you look much better when you smile. c:]


It's not much of a holiday, but have you thought of doing anything special for the occasion?

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 11:48 am (UTC)(link)
[What are you up to. :|]

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 11:50 am (UTC)(link)
[Don't. Vincent and either Loki or Naomi or both have already said that. :|]

Ah, no...

Yeah, I'm getting them late.

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 11:53 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah... though like I said, it's just something you get used to.

[identity profile] carpo-vita.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[BUT HE MEANS WELL, :( IN MY WORLD PEOPLE YOUR ARE IS SUPPOSED TO SMILE AND HAVE FUN. D8]

Would you be interested to? We could try to arrange for something, and maybe Anemone-san can come, too?

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[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[PFFFFT FUN WHAT'S THAT]

A-All right...

[Then he considers whether he honestly wants Anemone to come along or not. Staying with her when she's like this has become easier, but talking to her is still uncomfortable. And Minato's perceptive--he'd notice, Anemone might notice, and that'd just make it worse for everyone.]

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[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Though... it might be best if Anemone doesn't come.

[He knows that that probably sounds strange, but he's not willing to offer an explanation right now.

Aaaand he also feels horribly guilty about this. He'll make it up to Anemone by buying her more sweets or something.]

[identity profile] carpo-vita.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[IT'S WHAT PEOPLE OUR AGE DO, DOMINIC. 8|||||

That's a nice thing to try to take precautions about, but he's already picking up on the clues, Dominic. :|a He'll look at you and stay quiet for a few seconds, but then nod in acknowledgment. Hey, maybe he can ask and talk to you about this if she's not coming, then.]


If you say so; you know her best. We can stop by a shop and buy something she likes that you could bring back to her later, in that case? [...c: Sounds reasonable to him.]

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[HE MISSED OUT ON THAT MEMO. :|

And gdit can he read his mind or something.]


... That works for me.

[identity profile] carpo-vita.livejournal.com 2010-04-10 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
[WELL IT'S NOT TOO LATE HERE >B| /SHOVES CONCEPT IN HEAD

No. It's just that 1. You're obv. very smitten with her yet 2. Something's wrong enough for you to act hesitantly around her and 3. that makes sense because she appears different in your dreams too, and going back to 1, that wouldn't change the fact that you care about her. So IN CONCLUSION if you turn down a group outing while Anemone is mentioned then you would obv. bring something back to her. :|b Also these notes help but shhhhhhhhhh. It's called putting one and one together! And maybe protag powers help. Maybe.

Nod.]


Is there anywhere in Somarium that's particularly memorable to you? [...and he adds, after a short pause.] Preferably the good way?

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-10 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
[HE'S TRYING, SOB.]

No, not especially.

[Don't worry, Vincent didn't ruin that many places for him.]

[identity profile] insorrow.livejournal.com 2010-04-10 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah... you know, I almost think I'm starting to get the hang of this place? Expect the unexpected sound about right?

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-10 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I'd say so, yes.

[identity profile] carpo-vita.livejournal.com 2010-04-10 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[/HELPS]

Then anywhere should be fine. Would you like to go to anywhere in particular, or just take a stroll around the entire town and see how much it's changed since your arrival? [Sort of trying to stick with the theme, here. :D;] The city definitely got more lively, with the ghosts and the economy.

I thought the currency system hadn't been implemented yet?

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-10 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
All right.

..........

[identity profile] carpo-vita.livejournal.com 2010-04-10 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
((OOC: FFFF HAS IT? I thought we were supposed to assume it's in the background at this point? /goes to dig

...FFFFF. Yes you're right PRETEND THE LAST PART NEVER GOT SAID DERP 8DD;;;;))

[Nod.]
When are you free, Dominic?

/patpat <3

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-10 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[A pause]

Anytime, I guess.

[identity profile] boat-lights.livejournal.com 2010-04-11 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
[Yo.]

Isn't this a tragedy for the ages.

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-11 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
[And here he was hoping Vincent would miss this.

To that, Dominic's silent, because, well, his death was one thing he definitely didn't want Vincent to ever know about.]

[identity profile] boat-lights.livejournal.com 2010-04-11 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
[And miss an opportunity to troll? Surely you jest. He chuckles.]

Silent, aren't you. I suppose there isn't much one can say to that, is there.

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-04-11 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
[He can hope, can't he?]

... I suppose there isn't.

[Mentally reminding self to be polite. Or at least as close as he can get to it around Vincent.]

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