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Dominic Sorel ([personal profile] defector) wrote2010-10-03 12:41 am

Dream ♠ o15

Warnings: Spoilers for the manga, more HTML abuse. o/;;
Dream Effects: Generally loneliness, before it builds up to the overwhelming feeling like you're surrounded by people who care about you.
Filter: From [livejournal.com profile] boat_lights, [livejournal.com profile] sinnerofdreams, and [livejournal.com profile] namelessqueen.


 

 

 

“You’re trying to impress someone, aren’t you? Road asks, and he’s ten, but it’s not so much

impress

 

as it is that he wants—needs—to be

useful or else

he might get thrown away.

Dewey wouldn’t want a useless person, after all.

And without Dewey, Dominic is nothing.

 

He’s alone. It repeats itself over and over in his head

alone alone alone

but now he has Anemone and the world

 

          so it’s okay.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Fingers flying across the keyboard, his eyes glued to the screen, he’s twenty and he reads word after word:

noise         Anemone               the colonel

and he’s realized that

the

colonel

can’t

be

trusted

anymore.

 

 

And there, that woman’s told him—the truth about everything.

 

But did he really want to know?

 

He falls to his knees because

because

sometimes there are people

you shouldn’t believe in.

Because you don’t hack into the records of people you trust.

 

 

 

“And that's why I'll be hoping that you will no longer trust anyone. It's for the best, I assure you,” Vincent tells him, and for a moment

Dominic believes him.

 

—Then he promptly realizes why that’s the most idiotic thing he’s heard yet.

 

 

“And so, idiot or not, I’m backing you!” he shouts at Renton, while the other boy simply stares at him.

But he hasn’t gone crazy—he’s just

 opened

his eyes.

For real this time.

So don’t let this become a mistake.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

He’s in Somarium now, and he’s

alone.

He won’t ever see his world again.

Anemone won’t be a part of his life.

 

alone alone alone

Is it still okay?

 

 

 

“You're my friend and I'd like to do something nice for you and see you smile...” Estelle says.

 

 

 

“So if there is anything that you would like to talk about, I'll listen anytime.”

Minato.

 

 

 

“You want me to kick anyone else's ass instead?”

“Wha—?”

Ken laughs awkwardly. “Well. Omi's not the only person here I wanna see stay safe, you know.”

 

 

By the way, is there anything you wanted for your birthday? — Atsuro.

 

 

 

 

And then Estelle’s running towards him, before she wraps her arms around his neck

 

and nobody touches him like that

 

but he smiles and hugs her back.

 

 

Minato holds out a can of soda to him

even though Dominic wonders what others even

see

in him.

he let Anemone die

Still, he takes it.

 

And Ken’s less than stellar grammar aside—

Youre not alone.

 

not alone anymore

 

Dominic smiles.

Thank you.

—To everyone.

 
           

 


---


[Well, that's probably the best dream Dominic, who's reverted back to his normal age by now, has had in a long while. However, he doesn't dwell on it long before picking up his Dreamberry and placing a filter on it. As much as he'd like to shove this dream in Vincent's face, he'd rather the man not know about every one of his friends—even if the filter won't take care of all of his acquaintances.

Still, once he's done, Dominic smiles softly, stroking Gulliver softly.]

[Action] | Well, if being kind is what caught Vincent's interest... [1/2]

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh? —Ah, well...

[Why does everyone keep telling him to smile/laugh more? .___.]

[Action] [2/2]

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Then his expression becomes serious again, because, well, this is Vincent we're talking about.]

... About Vincent—if you choose to get involved, you might be threatened. Do you still want to know?

/steps on again

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)


[Except no, not really.]

[Action]

[identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Because you have a beautiful smile and should yada yada yada etc etc etc? =D

Atsuro's expression, on the other hand, grows a little lighter. A bit of a smile. He needs it right now.]


If I didn't, would I have asked?

[identity profile] charientisms.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[He tilts his head.]

Are you? I cannot imagine why.

[Action]

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[He smiles back.]

I guess not.

[...]

Minato knows some of the details, so you can talk to him if you want, but otherwise, I'd prefer it if you didn't tell anyone else this.

[Though, speaking of which, he needs to fill Minato in the rest of the details, as he gets the feeling the other boy's trying to get completely involved.]

Can't say you didn't deserve it. :D

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)


[That's his best guess.]

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-03 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I thought you'd be the first person to tell me that I shouldn't trust others.

[Action]

[identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
Don't worry, I won't tell anyone else.

[...To be honest, his words bring back a feeling of school-yard secrets and childhood friendships, even though he knows that this is far from a game.]

[identity profile] charientisms.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
I merely said that Mister Vincent is often wrong, Mister Dominic. Do not take my words the wrong way.

However, at times 'trust' and 'making use of others' often overlap in peculiar ways.

You should not trust blindly, you see, but Mister Vincent is still often wrong.

...I can't say he doesn't either. Huh.

[identity profile] suzumenet.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:04 am (UTC)(link)

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
... Yeah, I know.

[He knows all about having trust broken, after all. As he says that, his expression is serious, before he smiles lightly again.]

Though I hope you don't take offense to the fact that I don't plan on viewing others as pawns anytime soon.

[Action]

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
[Now, how to explain this...]

Vincent Nightray... is the kind of person who enjoys toying with others. He's an annoying bastard, that's for sure, and a dangerous one.

And unfortunately, I seem to have caught his attention.

Exactly. :|

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:13 am (UTC)(link)


[And he has a good idea of what it is.]

[identity profile] charientisms.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
[And a floppy sleeve wave in response to that.]

It matters little to me what you choose to do with your life, Mister Dominic!

[...perhaps?]

[Action]

[identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Attention?

[He prompts. He has little to say right now, and mostly wants to listen.]

oops my html fail showed through there

[identity profile] suzumenet.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:26 am (UTC)(link)

[Action]

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
Well, to put it simply... He's rather determined to make my life a living hell.

[Action]

[identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
[...A living hell, huh.]

Your girl, uh... friend. Anemone?

[He's cautious, careful - it's true he lacks tact and he knows it but he wonders if maybe he's gone a little too far this time, if this is a topic Dominic doesn't want to talk about.]

[Action] [1/2]

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
That's—

[Action] [2/2]

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
[He supposes he should've expected that to come up, soon or later. Closing his eyes, he falls silent.

He can still see it in his mind, her head—hear Vincent's laughter, feel the nausea, everything. His hand grips the bedsheet as he remembers, before he finally lets go and opens his eyes. He doesn't quite meet Atsuro's, though.]


... I'll always regret not being able to protect her from him.

[And there it is—the truth Atsuro was asking for.]

[identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com 2010-10-04 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
Unless it interferes with your plans, right?

[A pause, as something occurs to him.]

Ah, that reminds me...

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