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Warnings: Spoilers for the manga, more HTML abuse. o/;;
Dream Effects: Generally loneliness, before it builds up to the overwhelming feeling like you're surrounded by people who care about you.
Filter: From [livejournal.com profile] boat_lights, [livejournal.com profile] sinnerofdreams, and [livejournal.com profile] namelessqueen.


 

 

 

“You’re trying to impress someone, aren’t you? Road asks, and he’s ten, but it’s not so much

impress

 

as it is that he wants—needs—to be

useful or else

he might get thrown away.

Dewey wouldn’t want a useless person, after all.

And without Dewey, Dominic is nothing.

 

He’s alone. It repeats itself over and over in his head

alone alone alone

but now he has Anemone and the world

 

          so it’s okay.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Fingers flying across the keyboard, his eyes glued to the screen, he’s twenty and he reads word after word:

noise         Anemone               the colonel

and he’s realized that

the

colonel

can’t

be

trusted

anymore.

 

 

And there, that woman’s told him—the truth about everything.

 

But did he really want to know?

 

He falls to his knees because

because

sometimes there are people

you shouldn’t believe in.

Because you don’t hack into the records of people you trust.

 

 

 

“And that's why I'll be hoping that you will no longer trust anyone. It's for the best, I assure you,” Vincent tells him, and for a moment

Dominic believes him.

 

—Then he promptly realizes why that’s the most idiotic thing he’s heard yet.

 

 

“And so, idiot or not, I’m backing you!” he shouts at Renton, while the other boy simply stares at him.

But he hasn’t gone crazy—he’s just

 opened

his eyes.

For real this time.

So don’t let this become a mistake.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

He’s in Somarium now, and he’s

alone.

He won’t ever see his world again.

Anemone won’t be a part of his life.

 

alone alone alone

Is it still okay?

 

 

 

“You're my friend and I'd like to do something nice for you and see you smile...” Estelle says.

 

 

 

“So if there is anything that you would like to talk about, I'll listen anytime.”

Minato.

 

 

 

“You want me to kick anyone else's ass instead?”

“Wha—?”

Ken laughs awkwardly. “Well. Omi's not the only person here I wanna see stay safe, you know.”

 

 

By the way, is there anything you wanted for your birthday? — Atsuro.

 

 

 

 

And then Estelle’s running towards him, before she wraps her arms around his neck

 

and nobody touches him like that

 

but he smiles and hugs her back.

 

 

Minato holds out a can of soda to him

even though Dominic wonders what others even

see

in him.

he let Anemone die

Still, he takes it.

 

And Ken’s less than stellar grammar aside—

Youre not alone.

 

not alone anymore

 

Dominic smiles.

Thank you.

—To everyone.

 
           

 


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[Well, that's probably the best dream Dominic, who's reverted back to his normal age by now, has had in a long while. However, he doesn't dwell on it long before picking up his Dreamberry and placing a filter on it. As much as he'd like to shove this dream in Vincent's face, he'd rather the man not know about every one of his friends—even if the filter won't take care of all of his acquaintances.

Still, once he's done, Dominic smiles softly, stroking Gulliver softly.]

[Action] | /BRB INVESTIGATING HORNET'S IDENTITY

Date: 2010-10-03 04:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
Yeah, it's really not...

[He smiles, still rather embarrassed.]

I'm really grateful for the chance to be here.
From: [identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com
Yeah, meeting everyone's kinda nice even if you know it's not gonna be forever. And hey, it's a break from everything else, right?

[Not that making friends in your own world is any real guarantee that they'll be around forever either - but he pushes that thought away.]

And... It's good to have friends here.

[Action] | DOMINIC'S A HARD WORKER :|||

Date: 2010-10-03 05:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
Well, I'm not sure if I'd call it a 'break' for me, but...

[What with him being dead and all.]

... Yeah. Anywhere, really.

[Action] | So's Hornet? 8D

Date: 2010-10-03 10:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com
[because I can't remember if he knows or not Atsuro is just going to misunderstand that.] Ah sorry, I guess it makes sense if you'd like to go home...

It'd be better if they didn't leave though, haha. [A pause.] I was wondering about... Vincent. What's going on between the two of you... if you're okay with talking about it.
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
[Don't think they have!

Not quite what he meant, but... while he doesn't have any real problems with talking about it, there's no point in bringing his death up.

....

He should've expected this, shouldn't he?]


... Have you ever spoken to him?
From: [identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com
I don't remember, but I don't think so... [To be honest, the question has been bothering him for quite some time.

He's almost scared to find out.]

[Action] | Ffff, well. +1 for Dominic.

Date: 2010-10-03 10:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
[He's silent as he stares at the ground, thinking, before he looks up and speaks again.]

... What will you do if I tell you?

[Will he ignore this all? Or will he still try to get involved anyway?]
From: [identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com
[The question takes him aback for a moment.] What will I do?

[...What would he do?

After a moment:]


......

I don't know. [It's the honest answer.] That depends on what I can do. But if I can help, even if it's a little... I'd want to do everything I can.

[Action] | Dominic can pilot giant robots. C:

Date: 2010-10-03 11:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
And what if I don't tell you?

[... That's probably the more important one. Of course Atsuro would try to help if he knew... but if he didn't?]
From: [identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com
[Atsuro is quiet for a long time before he speaks.

There'd been a time when he'd been in a bit of trouble too, he remembers. Not trouble like this - it was just regular, school yard trouble. And someone had really helped him even without knowing who he was at first.

That...]


I think... I'd still like to help. Because you're my friend.

[Action] | Hornet's not his teacher. 8|

Date: 2010-10-03 11:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
[He smiles? smirks? lightly at that.]

... So even if I didn't tell you, you'd still try to get involved?

[Action] | He'd be sad to hear that =|

Date: 2010-10-03 11:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com
[Anddddd Atsuro misses that because his watch is totally interesting right now. Real situations aren't as cool as anime okay.]

Huh? Yeah, I guess...

[Action] | Tough luck for him. o/

Date: 2010-10-03 11:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
[Dominic just lets out a very light laugh at that. Really, just like Minato...]

Then I guess there's no point in hiding anything, is there?

[Not unless he wanted to manipulate Atsuro, but Dominic knows he's no good at that.]

[Action] | So cruel, Dom-chan.

Date: 2010-10-03 11:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com
W-well, only if you're comfortable...!

[A moment.]

You should laugh more often. [What not cheesy at all okay.]
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
Huh? —Ah, well...

[Why does everyone keep telling him to smile/laugh more? .___.]

[Action] [2/2]

Date: 2010-10-03 11:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
[Then his expression becomes serious again, because, well, this is Vincent we're talking about.]

... About Vincent—if you choose to get involved, you might be threatened. Do you still want to know?

[Action]

Date: 2010-10-03 11:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com
[Because you have a beautiful smile and should yada yada yada etc etc etc? =D

Atsuro's expression, on the other hand, grows a little lighter. A bit of a smile. He needs it right now.]


If I didn't, would I have asked?

[Action]

Date: 2010-10-03 11:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
[He smiles back.]

I guess not.

[...]

Minato knows some of the details, so you can talk to him if you want, but otherwise, I'd prefer it if you didn't tell anyone else this.

[Though, speaking of which, he needs to fill Minato in the rest of the details, as he gets the feeling the other boy's trying to get completely involved.]

[Action]

Date: 2010-10-04 12:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com
Don't worry, I won't tell anyone else.

[...To be honest, his words bring back a feeling of school-yard secrets and childhood friendships, even though he knows that this is far from a game.]

[Action]

Date: 2010-10-04 12:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
[Now, how to explain this...]

Vincent Nightray... is the kind of person who enjoys toying with others. He's an annoying bastard, that's for sure, and a dangerous one.

And unfortunately, I seem to have caught his attention.

[Action]

Date: 2010-10-04 12:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com
Attention?

[He prompts. He has little to say right now, and mostly wants to listen.]

[Action]

Date: 2010-10-04 12:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
Well, to put it simply... He's rather determined to make my life a living hell.

[Action]

Date: 2010-10-04 12:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 47-l0w.livejournal.com
[...A living hell, huh.]

Your girl, uh... friend. Anemone?

[He's cautious, careful - it's true he lacks tact and he knows it but he wonders if maybe he's gone a little too far this time, if this is a topic Dominic doesn't want to talk about.]

[Action] [1/2]

Date: 2010-10-04 12:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
That's—

[Action] [2/2]

Date: 2010-10-04 12:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unfearful.livejournal.com
[He supposes he should've expected that to come up, soon or later. Closing his eyes, he falls silent.

He can still see it in his mind, her head—hear Vincent's laughter, feel the nausea, everything. His hand grips the bedsheet as he remembers, before he finally lets go and opens his eyes. He doesn't quite meet Atsuro's, though.]


... I'll always regret not being able to protect her from him.

[And there it is—the truth Atsuro was asking for.]

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