Dream ♠ o15

[defector]

Warnings: Spoilers for the manga, more HTML abuse. o/;;
Dream Effects: Generally loneliness, before it builds up to the overwhelming feeling like you're surrounded by people who care about you.
Filter: From boat_lights, sinnerofdreams, and namelessqueen.

 

 

		“You’re trying to impress someone, aren’t you? Road asks, and he’s ten, but it’s not so much impress   as it is that he wants—needs—to be useful or else he might get thrown away. Dewey wouldn’t want a useless person, after all. And without Dewey, Dominic is nothing.
He’s alone. It repeats itself over and over in his head alone alone alone but now he has Anemone and the world             so it’s okay.
		Fingers flying across the keyboard, his eyes glued to the screen, he’s twenty and he reads word after word: noise         Anemone               the colonel and he’s realized that the colonel can’t be trusted anymore.
And there, that woman’s told him—the truth about everything.   But did he really want to know?   He falls to his knees because because sometimes there are people you shouldn’t believe in.			Because you don’t hack into the records of people you trust.
“And that's why I'll be hoping that you will no longer trust anyone. It's for the best, I assure you,” Vincent tells him, and for a moment Dominic believes him.   —Then he promptly realizes why that’s the most idiotic thing he’s heard yet.
“And so, idiot or not, I’m backing you!” he shouts at Renton, while the other boy simply stares at him. But he hasn’t gone crazy—he’s just  opened his eyes. For real this time. So don’t let this become a mistake.				He’s in Somarium now, and he’s alone. He won’t ever see his world again. Anemone won’t be a part of his life.   alone alone alone Is it still okay?
“You're my friend and I'd like to do something nice for you and see you smile...” Estelle says.
				“So if there is anything that you would like to talk about, I'll listen anytime.” Minato.
“You want me to kick anyone else's ass instead?” “Wha—?” Ken laughs awkwardly. “Well. Omi's not the only person here I wanna see stay safe, you know.”
				By the way, is there anything you wanted for your birthday? — Atsuro.
And then Estelle’s running towards him, before she wraps her arms around his neck   and nobody touches him like that   but he smiles and hugs her back.
Minato holds out a can of soda to him even though Dominic wonders what others even see in him. he let Anemone die Still, he takes it.
And Ken’s less than stellar grammar aside— Youre not alone.   not alone anymore   Dominic smiles. Thank you. —To everyone.

 

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[Well, that's probably the best dream Dominic, who's reverted back to his normal age by now, has had in a long while. However, he doesn't dwell on it long before picking up his Dreamberry and placing a filter on it. As much as he'd like to shove this dream in Vincent's face, he'd rather the man not know about every one of his friends—even if the filter won't take care of all of his acquaintances.

Still, once he's done, Dominic smiles softly, stroking Gulliver softly.]

Comments

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

No. I guess I'll give that a try the next time I speak to him, though like I said—I'm ultimately just a pawn to him. He'll only consider my thoughts if they prove beneficial to his plan.

[...]

Did you see Miss Sharon's post—the one about Gilbert Nightray and the cards? It was shortly after... Anemone's death.

[carpo-vita.livejournal.com]

If you look at this by a purely objective point of view, being a pawn to him or not wouldn't matter, as long as you also get to achieve your goal. He may know more than us, but it's undeniable that Vincent still has an interest in you, and in a sense, is more willing to speak to you than to Break.

[He nods.] I have. We spoke then, actually, and she did advise me caution when I mentioned knowing you.

[1/2]

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

Unfortunately, that requires me actually knowing my ultimate goal is. Somehow, I doubt my current 'objectives' would cut it.

While I don't know how much she's aware of, I suspect that Break was the one who got her to mention my name. You and I both know there's no way I could've assisted Gilbert at that time, so the purpose of doing so was simply to provoke Vincent. Whether it worked or not, I don't know. Estelle's still alive, after all.

[He's silent again for a few moments.]

[2/2]

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

... In that sense, I'm grateful to Break for opening my eyes. Like I said, he was right—the way I was handling things only got Anemone killed.

Before... I was too focused on not letting the situation escalate that I lost sight of achieving anything. [He smiles.] No doubt that annoyed Break, and consequently, I've given him permission to hit me if I prove that I haven't changed at all since then.

So, I apologize. What I'll be doing from now—such as maintaining contact with Gilbert—will probably place all of you in greater danger.

[carpo-vita.livejournal.com]

Then we'll have to figure that out first. What do you want, other than to keep your friends safe?

I know. I played along for a while, but for a gossiping woman, she is quite sharp too, and started to have doubts on her own as our conversation progressed. Break lied to her about that. They both seem to care a great deal for each other, however, so I'd imagine that they cleared that up between them later.

[...Heh. He cracks a small one himself.] In an odd sense, it looks like we agreed on something. I'm not sure that hitting you would've solved anything, though.

[Okay back to serious.] I understand. ...I can protect myself, though... [He pauses noticeably.] At this point, it may be best if I show you how.

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

Right now? Trying to make sure Vincent doesn't succeed in the few goals of his that I know.

[He smiles at that, because that's one of the reasons he can't bring himself to hate Break—that care he has for Sharon.] ... Yeah. He really does.

[...]

If you want to. You don't have to prove anything to me, however.

[carpo-vita.livejournal.com]

Is there any that you know of, other than his unhealthy obsession of trying to harm people close to you in order to get to you?

[He nods.]

I don't, but it's a useful ability in a pinch. It also looks highly dubious if you don't know the circumstances, however, so I'd rather have you informed in advance and not get the wrong idea. Can you please wait here for a minute? I'll have to go retrieve it from my room.

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

His main goal, I think, is... [A breath in, and then out.] He wants me to kill him. That's what started this entire mess, actually.

[...? He's suspected that Minato had less than normal abilities, but this is starting to sound a little strange.]

All right...

[carpo-vita.livejournal.com]

[...]

So he wants to break you to his level. [That's twisted, but knowing his objectives is still helpful for them in the long run.]

I'll be right back. [With one last glance backwards, he'll head back down the stairs to the second floor. There's no hurry, but he still rushed a bit.

In a few short minutes the door to the terrace opens again and Minato emerges, back with a white gun holster attached to his belt and a small rubber ball in his left hand.]

Thanks for waiting. [He undoes the hatch and pulls out a silver handgun with his right hand; the letters S.E.E.S. are branded on the side. He then pauses, waiting to see if Dominic has anything to add.]

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

[He does have a questioning look, as Minato didn't strike him as the type to use a gun, but as someone who carries one around, he doesn't exactly have the right to talk.

So, he doesn't say anything—giving Minato permission to continue.]

[carpo-vita.livejournal.com]

Whatever that you will see now, please believe me when I say that I'll be alright.

[He'll wait for a final confirmation/sign of acknowledgment. ...Just covering his bases here, /)_(\]

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

S-Sure...

[That might sound more like a question than a statement because, um. Getting a little nervous here. .____.]

[carpo-vita.livejournal.com]

[Sorry sob. With a small nod, he'll throw the ball with measured strength away from their direction, and it's now rolling and bouncing towards the edge of the roof with a few feet high bounces and some speed. You'd have to run a bit to catch up with it, which is why Minato quickly pointed the gun to his own temple right after it started rolling.]

Surt!

[He pulls the trigger. The sound isn't exactly like a gunshot; something clearer? If Dominic's watching clearly, he would see fragments of blue, not unlike shattered glass, blast out from the other side of Minato's heard, and then the ethereal shape of a strangely formed giant with a flaming sword (http://shindds.free.fr/p3/rangees/Magician/Surt.png) briefly appears above them, hovering behind Minato as it raises the sword that it held.

The rubber ball spontaneously bursts into flames big enough to engulf a person during mid-bounce. And then, just as quickly as everything appeared, the giant is gone, Minato's lowered the gun, he looks perfectly fine, and the rubber ball is now a small clot of black. It'd be smoking a bit, but the breeze up here already took care of that.

...Sooo. What do you think of my persona? :Da;; He'll give you a mildly questioning look, also hoping that he didn't worry you despite his warnings.]

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

[Well, seeing someone point a gun at his own head understandably freaks Dominic out a bit, though the working part of his brain reminds him that Minato has no reason to, well, commit suicide.

It's a good thing that Somarium's already desensitized him some to weird sights. Still, just. What.]

That was...

[Actually—]

What was that?

[carpo-vita.livejournal.com]

[Sweet, visual parts are out of the way.]

It's a Persona. ...What they really are is a bit difficult to explain, but they are basically entities within me that I can summon at will with an Evoker. [He flashes the gun, at which point saying "it's not a real gun" is probably unnecessary.] They also have a great range of abilities, capable of both magical and physical attacks, support spells, as well as healing skills. [In other words: 'I can do a lot :|b']

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

I-I see.

[He's not going to question too much about it. Supernatural things aren't exactly a rarity here.]

... Well, that should prove to be useful. I don't know if Vincent has any abilities of any sort, but he has dangerous allies, so...

[... Looks like he's the weakest one here, isn't he? It's not a feeling he likes—knowing that all this fuss is for him, and yet he can't seem to do anything to help himself.]

[carpo-vita.livejournal.com]

[Wise choice.]

We should still play safe. I could give you more details about the abilities of my Personas later, if you'd like. Just know that they are at your disposal, if you ever need that sort of power. [Our goal is not to kill Vincent, after all, and he'll be happy to help you even out the power scale, if you so ever need it because Diva and Road are upsetting it. (b'_')b Saying that, he puts his Evoker back into its holster.

Seriously, this is what friends are for, so don't sweat it.]

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

[Oh, he doesn't want to kill Vincent, yes, or kill at all, really. Doesn't mean he won't if it comes down to it—he's been constantly reminding the man of that, after all. He's no Estelle.

And there's a difference between relying on your friends and not doing anything yourself. Dominic feels like he's veering dangerously close to the latter category. :|]

I...

[... He smiles. It's a frustrated, self-deprecating, yet somehow grateful smile.]

I really don't get it.

[This makes more sense in his head, honestly.]

[carpo-vita.livejournal.com]

[Nah, this is still your battle. As a friend he's happy to help you try to get your thoughts together, though.]

We'll find an answer eventually. What is Vincent trying to prove, trying to get you to kill him by doing things that would upset you?

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

[He shakes his head slowly.]

It's not that.

[carpo-vita.livejournal.com]

[Blink.]

What is it?

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

[He opens his mouth to speak before closing it, something occurring to him.]

... Never mind. It's silly, and... I can probably guess what your response would be, anyway.

[carpo-vita.livejournal.com]

[He does have an idea, truth to be told, so this is fine. It's something on the line of "why are you doing this", would that be warm?]

I'll take your word for it. You still said that you don't know what your ultimate goal in this is, though. Maybe talking about it more would help?

[unfearful.livejournal.com]

[Sort of. Not exactly on the mark, but it's somewhat related.]

... I don't know. I really don't know what it is I'm trying to do. Maybe I should talk to Break...

[carpo-vita.livejournal.com]

[RE: He trusts you to tell him the essential, so whenever you feel up for it.]

It could help. He may be able to tell you why Vincent is fixated with you.